We live on hope, on the aim that things will improve. When I focus on the negatives and think about what could be, I don't see how I can continue, how I can move forward. I cannot seem to get past the negatives.
I have to focus on the hope and focus on what could be, when thinking positively.
I think about the future and how I could be, how healthy I could be, how happy I could be with my family.
The thoughts of this keep me going and keep me as strong as I can be. I'm not as strong as I would like to be every single day but I try. I do not feel ashamed of my low days and the days when I cannot keep the negative thoughts away. I live on the hope.